It's Not Fair

I understand families can be embarrassing, but why is that the reason to keep me from finding my true love? A man will love me and marry me, not my mother or father nor sisters. If he wishes, we could move far away from them like Charlotte did. I can never change how my family is. I no longer want to be judge because of my family's way of being.

Where is the love?

If Mr. Bingley had loved me like I loved him, why did he not fight for me ? I would not have given up on such a strong feeling as this. Why was so easily influenced by Darcy? I know for a fact Lizzy would have never been persuaded if Charlotte had told her who wasn't fit for her. But what if Darcy didn't do much and Bingley quickly agreed to forget me? If I could only read his mind, better yet his heart to know who it longs for!

What A Shame

Why would Mr. Darcy break my heart like that? I loved Mr Bingley, and my love was sincere! I can't help but think why he thought he was a great match for my dear Lizzy? Lizzy and I are from the same family and have the same disadvantages, yet I wasn't fit for Mr. Bingley?  The only answer I could possibly think of is that he didn't know what love was, and now he knows that someone doesn't choose whom to fall in love with.

What A Heartbreaker

I have experienced a true heart break and it will probably take a while for me to fall in love once again. Eventhough Mr. Bingley caused me grief by his false hints of love, I wish him the best alongside Miss Darcey because I know love has its own path it chooses to follow. I am very thankful of my family and friends who surround me daily, and those who look out for me and my happiness. The letters that me and Lizzy have been sending to each other during the summer have lifted my spirits immensely. If it hadn't been for Miss Caroline Bingley, I would still be hoping and longing for a love and dream that would have never reached a particular point of becoming true.